Saturday, October 31, 2009 '

somehow the feelings still linger

enlisting soon..life ... c(;

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Something just dosent feels right,

a instinct a urge to find something,

not sure what is it,

just want to sit around,

and hope to sit and share my world..with...

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haha...fcuking hit my total volume!

haha...yessshhhh..got ma smif!

going malaysia next month..haha

short 1 week trip before ns.

Thursday, October 15, 2009 '

WORK WORK

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OMFG , loves my job la,except for the after hours stays(knnbccb)

aniway,guys!be positive..believe in something that keeps u going,wheather its religeon or some shit ,just fcuking believe

ouh ya...heres my religeon"my religeon is simple..i bow to no one,i go no temple and i pray to no god ..cause im the god and i only believe in myself. and..may god blast you"

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OLD MANS 25tH bday (his first wise hair)

here some pics...enjoy

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being love gives u strenght,but loving some1 needs courage

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To steph : im really not sure what ya hidding,but anyway dont give up on love man!
and rmb if ya need a arm to lie on,theres always 3 strong 1 over here for ya!"bin lun,daryl and me" aniway which deep wound wouldnt heal without a scar? like me,scars are mark of strenght,courage and experience ..find me a warrior,warlord or war god in any movie with no scars !I too gone through a fcuk of a 6 months rollercoaster ride that i wont forget,
those lies to me,my parents and those insults to the people that i loved..and even till today,
i dont even hate her..and wana know why?..
cause in anger..theres hatred and below hatred theres always love..sooo..
hate him means ..love him!soo why hate that mr unknown

Wednesday, October 7, 2009 '

-everywhere i hear your name,every corner i seems to turn-

yeah,used to say im not this kinda guy,dont do love and this kinda shit.

used to be a love skeptic never hope for a love epic.

friend said: look at those celebrity,being procastinated by society ,

being bitch around by paparazi,but till the day,

they walk up the stage..

those tears they shed those smile they grin,

tell us that they never given up in life...

cause they persist...

And in life,it isnt about the amount of chances

people had given you,its about wheather

will u give urself that one last chance to

pick urself up again,and start a new era of life.

love might have given up on u,but as long as ya there

"single" and not giving up,ya just like a stash

of notes lying around the streets waiting to be

picked up and wheather how much value the

stash of notes is worth,greatly depends on

your character,attitude,personality and looks..so just hold on...

Dont ever let one mistake judge and

mark the end of your life even if it it resembles failure..

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if we use to be like a dollar note,now we are torn apart...

dosent mean i have the value of none.

Even though theres no cure,no drug to cure a dying heart,

i rather live without you..though i felt like half of who i can...

Even if i feel sick without you and allergic to this

pain,i will still walk away from u..because its obvious i can..

know u wont even bother reading this post..

but just incase,i just wana apologize for the past..

and i never regretted choosing my friends.

i also wana apologize for contacting u that day,

i didnt know thats how u feel and the way u react..

it my mistake..sooo,hmmmm..sorry.

Buddy just want me to forget about the past,

thats why she ask me to contact those that hated me

in the past and at least start anew

with them as strangers...im happy that i have a few

back...Royston,daniel(his in auzzie now),joyce,jessica,

wei kang and of cause lastly of cause hopping

kester would talk to me again as well.

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KENNY:happy ya found a job,as promise i shall work with ya for a month to keep u motivated,sorry as i cant work full time as i have another job at hand..and it really tirring...ouh ya! GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND CATHRIENE!she's hot!FCKING GOOD TATSE LA BRO!

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CARROL:STUDY HARD MAN!!WANA SEE YA SCORE IN YA EXAMS!...yeah,thanks for all the time squeezed out for me ,even though ya busy..YA my SUPER BUDDY LA..And i know u like me!!lol,to be less thick skin ..yeah...i admire ya charm,ya attitude,ya heart to help out others and the abillity to make me laugh like a child again..soo i can conclude,that i used to like u..haha...yeah! buddy ferrrr life mannn!and i always treat ya like my siblings!kor kor will always be there ^^

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LEO:Know ya miss edwin!but understand bro!his still in camp and wont be out till next thursday.yeah," even though you are not who u want to be, even though you are not who ought to be even though you are not who u seems to be -- but at least u are not who you used to be --will rmb this phrase man...correct me if i had it wrong,CAUSE YA DAMM SOFT OVER THE PHONE LA!and the taxi theory i will rmb!and bro..i had 1 chance to make my decision again..to choose friends or lover..i will still be here,single again!i never wana loose u all!! esp you!!!!

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FRANCIS:POWER LA!! now got gf already!! come home like 476983621896289hours later then usual!leave me alone at home to rott!!bruthaaa man!!!haha...aniway francis got very high standards,soo hisexpectation is veRRRyyYYY high..sooo it took him 5-6 years to find a gal! ya patient had pay off la bro!and i know u wont read my blog!..soo left my laptop in front of the t.v ..hopping you will read it!!haha.

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listening to the song free fall..memories....haizz

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freefall tricky stewart

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Let the past be the past babe

see we've all made mistakes

but i won't judge its okay

i just wanna be honest

please don't let me hit the ground

stay around, don't fade away

can i trust you, will you trust me

will you be my family

be my friend and my lover

will you ride or die for me

we're only human, we all got problems

i know it might sound like a dream

let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms

you and me, free

life can be so hard

be free to fall in love

trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me

free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

boy i need to know that

if life knocks us down

can you hold on, will you step it up

i'll be your one and only

let's make it official right now

i'm ready to fall for you

can i trust you, will you trust me

will you be my familybe my friend and my lover

will you ride or die for me

we're only human, we all got problems

i know it might sound like a dream

let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms

you and me, freelife can be so hard

be free to fall in love

trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me

free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

now i see things differently

i want simple things

just wanna be happy

love is what i want

and i hope you feel the same

so lets goits just you and me, free fallin

can i trust you, will you trust me

will you be my familybe my friend and my lover

will you ride or die for mewe're only human, we all got problems

i know it might sound like a dream

let's be free free free, you and me

i just wanna free free fall into love's arms

you and me, freelife can be so hard

be free to fall in love

trust that you'll be strong enough to catch me

free free fall in love's arms, love's arms

i just wanna be free to love, love, love...

Monday, October 5, 2009 '

behind every sucessful man is a women

From sea to sea Country to country

u gal bring me the delicacies

It's a meeting of the feeling

To ease the turmoil

360 degrees Around the earth's soil

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- a wasted day -

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woke up late today,miss bbdc lesson,

1 miss call from yong quan then carrol,

was expecting dons CALL!

aniway meet carrol at late noon,

chill out in the clubhouse,

haha,laptop no batt,soo used hers..

ouh ya,get a mouse la carrol!

aniway u sawit on msn just now right..

tskkk..haha,in ya face.

aniway,please sent me the foto that u took just now

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met y.g around 6,haha...he S.P la..

got a bike that fast!zzz

haha,yeah...he change alot,since 2 years ago..

now working at lfs,earning a decent living!

rawk on bro!

haha,tommo0row will be the meeting up of some old lost friends.

1st will be kester !then wei sun...

ouh ya last but not least jessica..

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and curse u don!!

say meet nvr meet!,

ouh ya talk to sarah on msn just now,

shes damm dumb la.

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FRANCIS ATTACH...WAKAKAK ...

CCB!!!LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
WAKAKAKAKA...

I CANT BELIEVE WHAT I JUST HEARD LA
LOLOLOLOL

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haha...chao

Sunday, October 4, 2009 '

make me a killer

lets avoid hated and hatred,

lets remain thnakfull for what we have,

lets avoid all lies and sins ..

My mind is suffocating,

enough will never satisfy,

and satisfy will always be complacent,

in this world truth quest,

greed is a law,

that we have to abide ,

though is ruthless...

we will never have enough till we are toothless

or millionare.

heres alittle dissaster for me,

for being un-appreciative,

wanted a perfect life,

smile have fun then die old,

fame ,money,sex,women,magic ,cribos and white gold.

drive a lambo before i hit double 2.

wearing tux in town while having pics,

with 2 hot mediacorp chicks,

doing pose thingy and hot tricks...

now i know its wrong,

pleasure from partying

and this bullshit wont last long...

anyway had fun at billy's gf bday bbq,

here are some pics..

to carRol : yeah, ya told me the best way to forget some1 totally is to talk to that some1,

but ya never tell me what if that some1 avoids YOU!!Plan b,

haha...guess is best to cont loving others to tell urself that ya moving on..hint *

anyway,to that question i will answer it now..is that day when u work out in gym with that anger,look pretty gansta!thats what attracted me haha...to those who have mis-conception, i like fierce hot gal not those gansta lian...

everytime i close my eye c_ _ _ _ L i see ya...T_T

thats disaster la!!i wana see my dream car,dream house,swimming in money!!